well today is going well for far. i know i havent updated in about a week or more. sorry. i've just been so busy with all the bullshit that comes along with this fucked up life. yesterday i found out that i had a page paper due in philosphy class today! that i had to sit and write. then my computer froze and i was getting really pissed off cus i thought i would lose the whole thing. ugh. it was all drama the whole fucking day. at work i didnt get to close until i was supposed to go home. i closed at exactly 428pm and i went home at 430pm cus i had to wait for steve to come back from break cus laura's stupid ass dont know how to close anybody. ugh i cant stand her. at least mike would've let me close you know? so yea. thats how my day went yesterday. today in phil i get to see my friend Andrew who's birthday is tomarrow. happy birthday Andrew! he turns 20! good for him. lol. yes that was meant to be sacrastic. so yea. Kim is just annoying as ever. god i cant stand her sometimes. you would think im PMS-ing. i mean seriously. thank god i only see her when i drive her to school most days. on wednesday i will see her for about 20 minutes then jet off to my rehearsals. i also had this weird dream that went a lil like this...

I was laying in my room on my bed with Cornell and we were kissing. i knew it was him but at the same time in my mind and to him i kept telling him that i shouldnt be doing that because my boyfriend(him away at school it was the same person!!!) might find out i was cheating. it was really weird but i continued to kiss him anyway.

i mean it was really weird. it was the same person the exact same person! so i dunno. what is that trying to tell me? that i miss him that much well duh i knew that fuckin one already. i dunno. ill catch ya'll later. peace love and hair grease.