As for right this moment, my cousin, Sheena (Morrisville), said she wasnt going to be doing anymore of what she was previously doing. But how do I know that I can still trust what she says? I dont know whether to believe what she states as fact or ficition anymore. I dont know. I hope she stops for own well being and health interest, if she doesnt I seriously dont think that she will live to see 21. If she does that will seriously be a miricale. My other cousin, Angie (the pregnant one), is supposed to be due at the end of this month. I'd say within the next week or so. But its gonna be soon! I'm excited in a way but not excited in another way. I mean come on shes only 18! Shes no longer with the boy that helped her along the way with this bullshit. I mean not to sound harsh or anything but most young people (15-18) who have children dont make it through college unless they are seriously really motivated. And Angie is not one of those people. :cry: Its really sad in a way you know. Shes getting home schooled because she said that she didnt want to go to school anymore because the kids were making fun of her for being pregnant. Well you know what kids are kids. Kids are mean. :evil: Kids will always be mean. In every generation of kids there are a few that are just plain evil. :twisted: So honestly if shes that worried about the kids making fun of her she's prolly not going to be going to college. Shes gonna be exactly like her mother. Although her mother went to school and is now a nurse but still doesnt have any money. Thats why they are on welfare. How the hell you supposed to support a new baby on welfare? Foodstamps dont buy diapers! :idea: That means Angie is going to have to get a job and there goes any idea of wanting to go back to school cuase it wont happen. Thats why you cant get pregnant at that young of an age because your whole life is ruined. I cant talk about this anymore or I will start crying again.
So anyway onto toher topics of my life.  Well I'm not that depressed or upset anymore. I mean I still am but its getting better. By just a tad, but hey at least its dwindling right? Sooner or later I'll be back to my normal hip-happy self.  :) Which will be a totally good thing! :lol: Yesh. 8) Well so anyway I gotta go to work today from 1-530 :( that sucks ass. I gotta go to work, then hopefully they wont ask me to stay later because I want to go home and talk to Cornell sooner than later. And besides I gotta go shopping after work there anyway. Argh :!: That sucks donkey dick. But I like shopping regarless of what kind of shopping it is. SHOPPING IS AWESOME! And I love shopping. :shock: Cornell learn that now instead of later. lol. So yea I dont know. I think I will go now I have typed enough of bullshit and everything that is bothering me today.:cry: Yes I still feel like crying today, but its not as bad as every other fucking day of all this bullshit stress. Well I'm out LATER!

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Look baby I made it colorful today! YIPPY!!!!!